Sunday, April 16, 2006
i am changing my blog again. you can now find me at :
http://www.wordplay-.blogspot.comit is still under construction though
[and that's when i knew you knew.]
at 9:14 PM
Friday, April 14, 2006
i woke up early for tuition, at like 9.30 and then i receive an SMS from my tutor saying SHE overslept and that she is only gonna turn up at 10.45am. whatever. at least, free-time in between and now i can blast the music as loud as i want 'cos i'm all alone at home.you can bet if my granny was at home she'd be watching TV and dropping skin flakes over the sofa.
later i'm going to the zoo...hahaha. have not gone there since primary school and also when we went there we only went for educational purposes and didnt get to go around. so you can say i have not properly gone there since i was,uh...eight or seven years old.almost immediately i felt sorry 'cos i didnt think it would happen again
[and that's when i knew you knew.]
at 10:16 AM
Thursday, April 13, 2006
so today i was supposed to meet sharon they all for breakfast at mcdonalds at 9.45am. but what the hell, i thought the mrt station they were talking about was Lakeside but they were actually going to Paya Lebar. i don't think i need to explain the rest, right? well anyway Sports Meet was BORING. Jurong Stadium is OLD and whenever you walk past a toilet there would be the pungent smell of NH3 hitting right smack onto your nose. the seats were originally painted red, i think, but they were crumbling before our very asses. i accidentally scratched the seat with my nails(haha i forgot to cut 'em) and a bit of the bench's paint came out, and some of it crumbled off! theodora was worried that when she got up her skirt would be a pretty red, 'cos unlike the rest of us she hadn't bothered to put plastic bags beneath her butt. but i suppose she got off lucky. anyway, sitting beside theodora means having to pay lots of attention to her beloved, Mr Mustafa. i am telling you, sports meet was less boring than it could've been, becos of Mustafa! he was damn funny to watch la. he contaminated Celeste's chips and after that nobody wanted to touch the chips anymore, except for jonathan and we speculated that was because he also wanted facial hair. anyway celeste was sorta pissed off at mustafa because he made the chips practically inedible and by right he should pay her $1.75. also, he once picked up the packet
and emptied the chips into his mouth. YES. THAT IS WHAT HE DID. he is...so...eeky-bummy. and i think he really does know he is Mustafa because twice i was in his earshot and i mentioned 'Mustafa' and he turned and looked at me. not a very pleasant experience. but well, now we know what his favorite type of chips are. ahaha.
met Vampire just as theodora and i were slipping through the 'security guard' set up by councillors. pathetico, it was. we had to walk one big round just to get some food and mind you, its not like we had lots to choose from. i just got a packet of Roller-Coasters. anyway vampire was telling the councillors he had to get off early, for some crap reason or other, and then he kept staring at my hand and i was like oy whatcha looking at? i was only carrying my wallet and the roller-coasters so i have concluded that vampires really love pink(my wallet is pink) or else they go kuku over potato chips. or maybe he was thinking of biting my wrist, like how vampires do in
Underworld or
Interview with a Vampire. whatever. i hate it whenever people look at me or parts of me for no reason. which is why i kept glaring at the people on the MRT during the trip home. i mean, why must they stare so??? i'm not more interesting than the other passengers. and i find people who stare at other people don't like it whenever the other people turn around and ogle back at them. bloody get-on-my-nerves-ers! grrrrrr it seems like almost everyone is getting on my nerves somehow, these days. isolation is tempting.
gosh i am sleepy.
[and that's when i knew you knew.]
at 8:36 PM
Wednesday, April 12, 2006
whoooooo i am tired. came home around seven 'cos of the stupid traffic jam that i got caught in, and also had cca today. aargghhh drama sucks. we had to do the walk-around-the-room thingo-a-lo-lo. i knew it as soon as the disgusting instructor told us to take our socks off. i didnt think it was a good idea to do so, because then everyone could see my feet. turns out i was right, 'cos nadia mentioned it to me at the bus-stop later on:"Your feet are very white.Like a ghost's." i know,right? anyway we had to also do the stupid change-your-speed thing, and hum and go 'ahhh' as we moved around the room like gaseous particles. then after that the D.I(disgusting instructor...) made Penelope, Wanning, Jodie and most of the sec 3s go off into the room next door, and i was like left alone la. because i am not involved in the opening act for the Inosphere, and also Felicia had oral and didnt turn up for drama. eergggh. so the D.I grouped us, and i got grouped with three sec ones and two sec 3 guys, joel and kenny. we were supposed to think up a skit, themed 'prevention of fire' and blah, perform it. well i can tell you we were like damn slackerful. we girls just sat together and chatted about nonsense, the two guys went off somewhere after awhile. and i have been insulted, because apparently the sec ones think i am from lower sec! i look so young meh huh huh huh??? well okay i do hang out with sec 2s sometimes, but that doesnt mean i'm from sec 1 or 2. and i'm taller than most of the sec ones and twos there leh! in fact i am about as tall as joel, i realized when we had to stand up. but whatever. they also have the misconception that 99% of the upper sec had boyfriends/girlfriends.
yeah. right.
they were flabbergasted when i (as patiently as possible) told them i don't have a boyfriend, never did and never will (in my secondary school life).and even more so when i told them that about only 15% of us do have steads, or did. God.
and since we slacked so much(i nearly fell asleep just about right there) we had to come up with the skit like last-minute, when the D.I made it clear we HAD to perform. and let me tell you that the sec ones are very enthu, much more than us sec 3s. so no matter what they could come up with a skit within 30 seconds, and even though it was half-crap, we had no choice but to accept it, it seems our creativity juices had somehow leaked out. so kenny had to be the principal and that was a laugh. the rest of us were students and had to pretend to be students in the chem lab mixing chem stuff and then principal kenny has to announce that there is a fire going on and we are supposed to think it is only a drill.
cute...
haiya. sports meet tmr... and now the time i am supposed to meet sharon and co has been changed to 9.45. haiya....
[and that's when i knew you knew.]
at 8:11 PM
Tuesday, April 11, 2006
watched 'Underworld' yesterday. the first one, not the sequel. i think that while some parts of it was disgusto-aplento, it was overall a great movie. kate beckinsale looks cool there; my mother says she looks like she just stepped out of a computer game.
got back SS paper today. i failed by 1.5 marks and what really irks me is that i could have gotten one or two more marks.then i could've passed. but whatever. and now we still havent gotten E Geog paper back. aaarrrgh stupido!
on thursday i am planning to go mcdonalds to meet sharon and co and have breakfast there before heading to the stadium. i don't know where the mcdonalds is, only that it is near lakeside mrt, so hopefully i won't get lost there. dump me into jurong without a cellphone or map or voice and i'm a castaway.
[and that's when i knew you knew.]
at 4:54 PM
Monday, April 10, 2006
i am on the brink of sleeposity.i tried to catch some zzzes in bus 31 just now but of course i couldn't. i never can. and that sucks. anyway i wish i didn't live in toa payoh. i hate the stupid damn long journey to the terminal, and meeting lots of get-on-your-nerves-ers on bus 31. i miss the old days when it took me just a 15 min trip back to Bayshore Park and on the bus i would only meet one or two people i knew. and then i could also take bus 43 or 48 with naomi. but hey...good things come slowly and gradually, and that is why when we were about to move off from the East Coast and into the Central, they then finally decided to open Topshop and Esprit in PP. god i miss Parkway. i used to go there every week til i was sick of it but now i miss it. i can only go Junction 8 now and believe me there's no direct bus from the bus-stop downstairs to there. bummer.
sports meet is coming up on thursday and i think it is stupid to have it start at 1pm and end only at 6pm. we will be fried, sitting there for five hours on the benches in the sun. and i think making it compulsory for us to go is STUPIDER. i would rather have lessons that day then go for a dumb sports meet which i'm not interested in... also i will probably be all alone all day since naomi has band and huisi is competing in the throwing thingo. bummer a dummer. it will be no fun. and when i reach the stadium, i know i will look like a complete prat because i know i will probably get lost there or be extremely late or sit with the wrong class. and how am i going to get there,anyway.
God.
Mrs Hohoho hasn't turned up today which means our E Geog papers have not turned up today. that sucks. and i want my SS paper back too.
God.
[and that's when i knew you knew.]
at 6:34 PM
Sunday, April 09, 2006
according to tickleweb iq test, i have an IQ of 127. better than i expected and yet i am disappointed la...i once took a different test and i got 140.must be because it was easy potatoes.'You are equipped with a verbal arsenal that enables you to understand complex issues and communicate on a particularly high level, making you a Word Warrior. Your command of words is so powerful that you are also a terrific communicator -- able to articulate big ideas to just about anyone. The power of words translates to fresh ideas off paper too, in both artistic and creative pursuits. This allows you to be a visionary -- to extrapolate and come up with a multitude of fresh ideas.'i am sure they purposely used big words.i know what they mean, except for 'extrapolate'. oh well i am too lazy to use a dictionary. but this might explain why i am always creating my own words.my uncle (he is currently leaving my house) says his eldest son (he is Catholic and he is called Moses... Moses. i ask you.) has fleas. apparently his two big huskies who never go down at all to pee and poo and have to do it at home - the poor things- have gotten fleas somehow (without even going onto grass patches) and the fleas have somehow hopped onto Moses' head and are currently hopping around in his hair.that is horriblement, because yesterday Moses went into my sister's bedroom and lay on her bed. and therefore, i can conclude there are now fleas in my sister's hair. icklesome.my mother just brought home a wheelchair for my grandma. at long last i AM feeling sorry for her. she seems to have changed a little. she seems...quieter?sadder? she will lose her ability to walk, give her a few months. and apparently her toe is,er,dropping out???that is how my mother said it.dropping out??? eeeeew. gross.mid-years are coming up. i am determined i shall pass all humanities and languages with flying colors. i may not be smartassy when it comes to maths and sciences, but hey i can make do with what i CAN do. and perhaps i shall pass E Maths. of course i am going to drop maths when i go JC but sadly i can't do it now. whatever, i am not interested in accountancy,banking. i would rather work for Greenpeace and turn into a wild woman of the forest or seal country.
[and that's when i knew you knew.]
at 3:38 PM
Saturday, April 08, 2006
it especially sucks when your mother forgets all about you and forgets to fetch you when you're supposed to go for tuition.we go heartland mall every week, and yet she still forgets.
but she doesn't forget that we have visitors coming today, aka my horrible uncle and his useless brats. i reminded him sorta casually and as uninmature as possibly,'You still need to return me two dvds.'
and he goes,'Not two, but three.and i forgot to bring them.'
[and that's when i knew you knew.]
at 3:53 PM
i showed Estella and my sister the class photo of Mustafa,taken when he was in sec one and they were apopletic with laughter.tuition tuition tuition...Maths at 12, Physics at 3.30.my life...is sorta pooey.
[and that's when i knew you knew.]
at 11:58 AM
Friday, April 07, 2006
oh my goddyjimjams i have finally passed something!!!!!i passed chinese!!!!!!!whoooohooo a-go-go.60/100, which is considered quite okay already...my granny is now here. she is sleeping, supposedly. in my maid's bed. which means Estella will have to sleep on the floor in a sleeping bag. honestly. and it seems like she'll stay here til her death. which might be as faraway as three years or something. well, mother, don't expect me to look after your mother. i am irresponsible and quite heartless.yesterday night she blew up at me because i admitted that i'd failed physics. she threatened me with transferring me to Beatty Sec if i don't do better. over my dead body. if she still loses her rag tonight she is clearly a demented person who has problems controlling her emotions.today i committed vandalism of another person's property. well it's not that serious. i just happened to be the one who wrote that thing. hey, there was a pen provided already, it was just too tempting. sad to say i didnt stop to think that i was in a canteen full of could-be-witnesses and carried on. well hopefully the somebody won't come looking for me. i mean, it was just a small stupid little thing that'd just stump him. actually to tell you the truth i don't feel any guilt...in fact i don't care anymore.god i hate those pathetic wannabes. people who think they're cool. people who stead for the sake of steading. i mean, you're just gonna break up in like one or two months,right? so why bother steading in the first place? and,yeah, what do YOU know of love? we're just spotty teenagers with too much time and too little motivation. today i encountered two bloody get-on-my-nerves-ers. they were flicking their hair and looking around for people to suck up to and trying to seem popular. it is actually sorta fun to observe these people 'cos they provide great entertainment. cos they're so pathetic and desperate. and not just these get-on-my-nerves-ers. weird people,too. it is always a laugh when i see Mustafa shaking his head and then his greasy hair will bounce in a horrible way, or whenever i see Vampire doing his tranvestite walk and just looking...well,weird.by the way my leg accidentally touched Mustafa's bag today. it has been befouled. celeste tells me i need to sterilize my leg. i poured water on my leg but i don't think the Mustafaness has truly washed off.i shall scrub my leg later. poor naomi - Mustafa apparently brings bad luck with his,er,Midas touch. :{( (the mustafa symbol)i'll stop the world and melt with you
[and that's when i knew you knew.]
at 3:31 PM
Thursday, April 06, 2006
calling on Santa Maria won't help me pass common tests, sadly. got back another paper today (physics) and to my horror i got EIGHT marks. lowest in the entire class again. the maddening thing is, i could've passed if only i had been careful, and if only i had understood the questions properly. TWELVE MORE MARKS I COULD'VE GOTTEN, EXACTLY THE NUMBER OF MARKS IT TAKES TO HELP ME PASS. so damn it all. i pray i will pass at least TWO papers, ie E Geog and Chinese.
i have to. all my mother can ever talk about now is my grandmother. what the hell. now she's gonna cancel our June trip to America, and we are going to Aussie land instead. so that we will spend less time overseas and can come home to look after the disgusting old woman!!! that's right, she will be staying here til then and probably longer. and then she will probably request a wheelchair!!! and then the marble floor will be full of scratches and all. and she'll probably ram into my dog or fragile things. i am going to disown my uncle and his family, sort of. i mean, everytime the granny-o goes into hospital, MY MOTHER'S the one who pays the bills. WE'RE the ones who have to take her in and look after her needs. and i still remember that they haven't returned me lots of things. like DVDS, for instance??? the next time one of their dreadful kids piss me off, i SHALL slap him hard.
you know how i hate it whenever people don't return me stuff? therefore i've decided not to loan any of these things anymore, thanks to
some people la. and it's not just my relatives.
[and that's when i knew you knew.]
at 3:10 PM
Wednesday, April 05, 2006
i was kind of thinking that i would like,do better in this test than in E Maths 'cos you know, i spent four hours going through loggies and stuff. maybe i would get at least ten, maybe fifteen? then ms chan placed my paper on my desk and my heart and guts nearly spilled out.
i got a SIX. SIX UPON FORTY.
that was worse than e maths. well what was i supposed to do??? cry???whine???laugh it off??? i am sad about it but i don't know how to show it, so even though i may laugh and seem indifferent, i'm really feeling wrecked inside. god i feel so awful now. yesterday when i told my mother about my E Maths (just e maths. i was afraid the blow would be too hard if i told her about my abysmal chemistry mark) she didn't attempt to murder me. she sort of told me not to give up and accept the fact that people in our family are right-brained dominant. today in the car on the way to school she sort of contradicted herself. she told me i had to analyze the problem and solve it. ha! yeah.
analyze.solve. that's for left-brainers, d'ya know?
it would be nice to live in an utopia. i learnt that word today during PUMP and i was doing my '1100 Words You Need To Know'. an utopia is 'a perfect place'. PUMP was sorta boring of course. Felicia and Nadine and I sat together. then at 4.15 we left for EDS. even though we turned up late ms cheong/han was kind enough not to punish us. felicia told a porker. she made it sound like we had rushed all the way from PUMP. er,rushed? i don't think so. strolled,more like. anyway it turns out we're like the only ones in drama who aren't vying for roles. well i don't mind. i hate acting and looking stupider than usual. so we just became the permenant audience. then felicia started some crap about farting noises. and then SHE started talking about what if ms c farted and her baby came out??? that was absolute lame crap but we laughed like loons on loon tablets anyway. and when felicia found that the stupid little thing could make me laugh loonably, she kept at it the rest of the EDS session and while we were walking to her car. so great. everyone from EDS and everyone who happened to be near the volleyball/basketball courts now thinks i am a mad hatter. and probably band people too.
[and that's when i knew you knew.]
at 7:34 PM
Tuesday, April 04, 2006
waaaaah i failed e maths!!! i got the lowest in class. i guess i'm not used to being lowest in class, but hey that's what you get when you stick a girl 20 something places away from bottom in a class full of the school's smartasses. i got 9 out of 40, and believe me i could've killed myself when i found i could've gotten 6.5 more marks if only i had been more careful or if we got more than a measly 50 minutes. but even if i
had gotten 6.5 more marks...i would still have failed. and that is absolutebloodypoo-osity. i worked so haaaaaard just for
NINE marks???
i have a feeling i will fail everything. and i shall be retained this year. and end up like a weird, white being with strange puffy hair like the Vampire. but wait...i think i'm already a weird white being. that is why i'm Ghost, actually. but this is not the point. the point is that i shall be retained this year. god, life is hard. here's crossing fingers for A Maths and Physics and Geoggers. and chinese, come to think of it. and SS.
i think everyone on the bus 31 that i was on today thinks i am a mad hatter. well i probably am. i smile to myself.
and i do NOT look like an Easter Island Statue. according to simin that is what i look like. and so during the powerpoint presentation by the green club yesterday during assembly, theodora,simin and i grinned across at each other like a bunch of loons because since i am supposedly an E.I.S, then they are supposedly making a powerpoint presentation about me.
[and that's when i knew you knew.]
at 5:14 PM
Monday, April 03, 2006
whoa i have a supercramp. it affects my legs too and now i can only drag my feet all over the school 'cos it is too achiful. four zits have also appeared on my left cheek overnight and one of them is bloody obvious. it is sticking out...like...a sticky out thing.
anyway got back chemistry paper today...AND I FAILED. I AM LIKE ONE OF THE FEW (or maybe i'm the only one) WHO FAILED. i only got a freaking 15.5 upon 49. i wonder how my mother will take this news. i hope like hell she won't get out the red hanger again and whallop me. i do hate it whenever she can't control her many and unnecessary emotions. now you know why i'm a poker face?
well i think i am resigned to failing all of my tests so far. it was a fluke, that PSLE thing.
because i am currently feeling depressed and inadequate, i have just devoured 2 kindo bueno chocolate bars in a fit of misery.
[and that's when i knew you knew.]
at 6:29 PM
